Another 3AM post. SHOCKER
I've realized this blog is more about a vent of my feelings more than anything else. Aside from the boy, I have big news. I've told my closest brothers in the fraternity that i'm gay. And, surprisingly, they have taken it wonderfully.
The normal Q&A, "pitcher or catcher"? "Where do you meet these guys?" (One of them was curious enough to actually go through Manhunt and Adam 4 Adam with me)
Aside from that, I still think about my old flame constantly. He called me last week, we discussed life and internship opportunities over the summer (we're finance geeks- another reason I love this kid).
I just need to chill out sometimes. The whole long distance bullshit got to me when we were together, and it still does when were apart. Maybe this is a sign that I truly do love him and I need to just "man up" and stick it out? Who knows. I feel like Carrie Bradshaw right now (yes, the masculine bud light drinking frat boy also finds time for sex and the city) with this blog, but its a nice source of drunk venting rather than drunk texting... after all, second only to drunk driving is dangerous, drunk enduced blackberry facebooking/blackberry messaging (bbm)/ texing.
until next time, folks.
End of the 9th
5 years ago